What if you were able to surrender to the present moment. To let go of all ego identifications and simply rest in the present moment. So much of your discomfort would fall away because there would be no resistance. Once you surrender you exist in a deep state of peace that allows room for authentic creativity to arise……Simply be here now and allow for any thoughts of past or future to pass away. This is a state of true Enlightenment.
Peace.
ABSURdISTRY. 
I was enlightened once; maybe I will get back there. Someday.
The journey is the destination!!